Princess Martha Louise of Norway has said she’s fallen into a ‘deep depression‘ as she hasn’t been able to see her bisexual Shaman boyfriend in lockdown, adding that she was scared to leave the house in lockdown.

In a candid interview with Vanity Fair, the royal, 49, also revealed her turmoil following the suicide of her ex-husband Ari Behn last year and revealed her upset that she and her boyfriend Shaman Durek Verrett were blamed for his death.

Durek, 45, – a California-based celeb loved Shaman who counts Gwyneth Paltrow among his followers – also shared that he had the King and Queen’s blessing to propose to their only daughter, but he delayed getting engaged while she mourned her ex-husband’s death. 

Princess Martha Louise of Norway has said she's fallen into a 'deep depression' as she hasn't been able to see her bisexual Shaman boyfriend in lockdown, adding that she was scared to leave the house in lockdown. They are pictured together

Princess Martha Louise of Norway has said she's fallen into a 'deep depression' as she hasn't been able to see her bisexual Shaman boyfriend in lockdown, adding that she was scared to leave the house in lockdown. They are pictured together

Princess Martha Louise of Norway has said she’s fallen into a ‘deep depression’ as she hasn’t been able to see her bisexual Shaman boyfriend in lockdown, adding that she was scared to leave the house in lockdown. They are pictured together 

Princess Martha Louise and Ari Behn married in 2002 and have three children together Maud Angelica, 17, Leah Isadora, 15, and Emma Tallulah, 12.

On Christmas Day 2019, Ari, a well-known writer died by suicide aged 47.

Discussing the traumatic day, Martha Louise revealed they returned home from the Christmas morning church service to the news. 

‘They were saying that it was my fault and Durek’s fault—that if it hadn’t been for Durek, this wouldn’t have happened. I was so lucky to have the support of Durek and my family and my friends all around us, but it’s a void. Suddenly I was a single parent, which is a very different horse, and of course the grief, the anger, the self-pity, the sadness over never seeing him again…it’s devastating.’

Durek, 45, - a celeb loved Shaman who count Gwyneth Paltrow (pictured together) among his followers - also shared that he had the King and Queen's blessing to propose to their only daughter, but he delayed getting engaged while she mourned her ex-husband's death.

Durek, 45, - a celeb loved Shaman who count Gwyneth Paltrow (pictured together) among his followers - also shared that he had the King and Queen's blessing to propose to their only daughter, but he delayed getting engaged while she mourned her ex-husband's death.

Durek, 45, – a celeb loved Shaman who count Gwyneth Paltrow (pictured together) among his followers – also shared that he had the King and Queen’s blessing to propose to their only daughter, but he delayed getting engaged while she mourned her ex-husband’s death.

Durek has spent Christmas morning with Martha Louise (pictured in 2018 in New York) and her daughters and bought the family and had bought the family tickets to Hawaii for a trip in February, where he planned to propose.

Durek has spent Christmas morning with Martha Louise (pictured in 2018 in New York) and her daughters and bought the family and had bought the family tickets to Hawaii for a trip in February, where he planned to propose.

Durek has spent Christmas morning with Martha Louise (pictured in 2018 in New York) and her daughters and bought the family and had bought the family tickets to Hawaii for a trip in February, where he planned to propose.

Durek has spent Christmas morning with Martha Louise and her daughters and bought the family and had bought the family tickets to Hawaii for a trip in February, where he planned to propose.  

But due to the pandemic, Martha Louise hasn’t seen her boyfriend in months, and both the trip and the proposal haven’t gone ahead.

‘He was supposed to come over, but he hasn’t been able to travel here, which totally crushed me. I went more into a depression, where I just couldn’t cope,’ she said.

Princess Martha Louise and Ari Behn married in 2002 and have three children together Maud Angelica, 17, Leah Isadora, 15, and Emma Tallulah, 12. They are pictured in 2015

Princess Martha Louise and Ari Behn married in 2002 and have three children together Maud Angelica, 17, Leah Isadora, 15, and Emma Tallulah, 12. They are pictured in 2015

Princess Martha Louise and Ari Behn married in 2002 and have three children together Maud Angelica, 17, Leah Isadora, 15, and Emma Tallulah, 12. They are pictured in 2015

She added that she was able to get her children up for homeschooling, but anything else would be struggle.    

Martha, who is a self-described clairvoyant, has seen Durek since, as he surprised her in Norway for her birthday in September, and the couple then quarantined together. 

Martha, who added that she ‘never felt like a royal’ also revealed she’s discovered how racist Norwegian people can be since coupling up with Derek, who is of Norweigan, Indian and Haitian descent. 

She also revealed how she didn’t think there was racism in Norway until she started dating Durek, saying she has had a ‘crash course in white supremacy’ since being with him.

Source: Daily Mail

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