Mormon mom ‘frozen out’ as church discovers secret online modeling

A Mormon housewife has revealed she’s being forced to choose between her secret double life as an OnlyFans model – where she makes $37,000 a month – and being a member of the church. Holly Jane, 39, from California, has been part of the religious group for years, which has very strict rules such as no alcohol, vulgar language, or sexual acts outside of marriage.

But being a Mormon hasn’t stood in the way of the single mom-of-three’s career, with 54,800 dedicated followers on Instagram who tune in to her account for her sultry snaps. However, after allegedly being ‘outed’ by a fellow churchgoer, she is now being frozen out by her community – claiming she has been told to choose between her two lifestyles.

‘I’m not surprised that someone outed me,’ Holly said. ‘Many members feel a need to hold others accountable, I feel like some members like to deflect. Putting the attention onto me probably makes that individual feel better about themselves and like their sins are somehow not as bad. They told the bishop about my [modeling] career and showed an article I was in.’

She continued: ‘I didn’t have a lot of time to prepare for the meeting with the church and was caught off-guard. I didn’t say much but did confirm that I am a… model. I believe there are misconceptions regarding what I do on the [modeling] site but I didn’t make an attempt to try to change his opinion or clear up any misconceptions. I was told that I had to choose between my membership with the church and [modeling], and that what I’m doing doesn’t align with their values. ‘I’m also not able to participate in the sacrament, which is the bread and water given in remembrance of the promises made at baptism.’

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I’m still attending and was in attendance this last Sunday with my children, but I’m being frozen out – no one came up to me after the service, which is very unusual,’ she said. In fact, Holly – who often poses with no clothing and in lingerie for her fans– says the different sides of her life actually go hand-in-hand. Although initially ‘freezing up’ during her chat with the church, she says she will still do as she pleases – even if it means being shunned by her fellow Mormons down the line.

Holly said: ‘I will just continue with my life and continue to attend weekly. I’ll deal and take the backlash as it comes. It really hasn’t affected my kids because I shield them from adult conversations. I mean, I behave normally at church.’ Holly started her account in August last year, quitting her more-traditional job as a recruiter – juggling her content creation with being a mom.

She said: ‘My life online is a lot different than my day-to-day, where I’m walking around in my shorts and flip-flops when on the school run. If you pointed me out to anyone there, being a… model would be the last thing they would guess. But I love what I do. One of my kids knows about my new career and she’s completely fine with it.’ Her child who knows about her extracurricular activities and ‘isn’t bothered’ by it, with Holly explaining that she’s happy to teach her daughter that ‘celebrating her body is not something to be ashamed of’.

Her husband, Stephen, tragically passed away back in 2017, when he was just 31 years old, but the mum believes he would have approved of her choices. Holly has previously said: ‘Stephen always knew of this … side to me. I think he would have been supportive.’ She doesn’t plan to quit modeling anytime soon, and believes God would support her choices. ‘I’ve always had this desire, which dates back to when I was a little girl… So if they want a little bit of me, I don’t mind doing that. Especially if I’m getting paid.’

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