Two-time Emmy winner John Mulaney’s estranged wife Anna Marie Tendler reflected on her ‘harsh and punishing’ year – five months after he filed for divorce to end their six-year marriage.

‘My own brain is well acquainted with the elusiveness of hope that materializes in sporadic and ephemeral waves. I suppose, in part, this is what it means to live with depression and anxiety,’ the Connecticut-born 36-year-old – who boasts 535K Instagram/TikTok followers – wrote last Friday.

‘That said, melancholia is oft amplified by circumstance and the circumstances of my year have been harsh and punishing. I find myself asking, “When will I feel normal?” But in reality, I recognize that the normal from before has expired; “normal” is an impossibility, there is only “new.”‘  

Still 'grieving': Two-time Emmy winner John Mulaney's (L, pictured in 2019) estranged wife Anna Marie Tendler (R) reflected on her 'harsh and punishing' year - five months after he filed for divorce to end their six-year marriage

Still 'grieving': Two-time Emmy winner John Mulaney's (L, pictured in 2019) estranged wife Anna Marie Tendler (R) reflected on her 'harsh and punishing' year - five months after he filed for divorce to end their six-year marriage

Still ‘grieving’: Two-time Emmy winner John Mulaney’s (L, pictured in 2019) estranged wife Anna Marie Tendler (R) reflected on her ‘harsh and punishing’ year – five months after he filed for divorce to end their six-year marriage

Anna went on to discuss the ‘unfathomable collective loss’ the world has suffered amid the coronavirus pandemic, which has claimed the lives of 5.4M people since March 2020.

‘Here’s to all the things we did this year to cope and here’s to all we will do next year to heal,’ Tendler continued.

‘An infinite history of pain and suffering occurred before this time, yet here we all are, surviving and creating and laughing at TikTok videos. So long 2021. For better or worse I will carry a piece of you with me forever.’

The multidisciplinary artist accompanied her Instagram post with two self-portraits from her ‘Rooms in the First House’ series, which was exhibited at The Other Art Fair in Santa Monica and Brooklyn. 

The Connecticut-born 36-year-old (pictured December 26) wrote last Friday: 'Melancholia is oft amplified by circumstance and the circumstances of my year have been harsh and punishing. I find myself asking, "When will I feel normal?" But in reality, I recognize that the normal from before has expired; "normal" is an impossibility, there is only "new"'

The Connecticut-born 36-year-old (pictured December 26) wrote last Friday: 'Melancholia is oft amplified by circumstance and the circumstances of my year have been harsh and punishing. I find myself asking, "When will I feel normal?" But in reality, I recognize that the normal from before has expired; "normal" is an impossibility, there is only "new"'

The Connecticut-born 36-year-old (pictured December 26) wrote last Friday: ‘Melancholia is oft amplified by circumstance and the circumstances of my year have been harsh and punishing. I find myself asking, “When will I feel normal?” But in reality, I recognize that the normal from before has expired; “normal” is an impossibility, there is only “new”‘

'So long 2021': Anna went on to discuss the 'unfathomable collective loss' the world has suffered amid the coronavirus pandemic, which has claimed the lives of 5.4M people

'So long 2021': Anna went on to discuss the 'unfathomable collective loss' the world has suffered amid the coronavirus pandemic, which has claimed the lives of 5.4M people

‘So long 2021’: Anna went on to discuss the ‘unfathomable collective loss’ the world has suffered amid the coronavirus pandemic, which has claimed the lives of 5.4M people

'I will carry a piece of you with me forever': Tendler accompanied her Instagram post with two self-portraits from her 'Rooms in the First House' series, which was exhibited at The Other Art Fair in Santa Monica and Brooklyn

'I will carry a piece of you with me forever': Tendler accompanied her Instagram post with two self-portraits from her 'Rooms in the First House' series, which was exhibited at The Other Art Fair in Santa Monica and Brooklyn

‘I will carry a piece of you with me forever’: Tendler accompanied her Instagram post with two self-portraits from her ‘Rooms in the First House’ series, which was exhibited at The Other Art Fair in Santa Monica and Brooklyn

Deep in her divorce woes: The multidisciplinary artist calls grief 'the ultimate creator,' which is a bit insulting to anyone who's actually had a loved one pass away

Deep in her divorce woes: The multidisciplinary artist calls grief 'the ultimate creator,' which is a bit insulting to anyone who's actually had a loved one pass away

Deep in her divorce woes: The multidisciplinary artist calls grief ‘the ultimate creator,’ which is a bit insulting to anyone who’s actually had a loved one pass away

Deep in her divorce woes, Anna calls grief ‘the ultimate creator’ which is a bit insulting to anyone who’s actually had a loved one pass away.

On Saturday, Tendler – who did a 2020 rehab stint for ’emotional and eating disorders’ – enjoyed streaming the second season of HBO Max series How To with John Wilson.

On Sunday, the lampshade artisan was all smiles as she cuddled her beloved pet Petunia Tendler-Mulaney.

Anna and the 39-year-old comedian never had children, but she retained primary custody of their eight-year-old French Bulldog.   

'A perfect season of television': On Saturday, Anna - who did a 2020 rehab stint for 'emotional and eating disorders' - enjoyed streaming the second season of HBO Max series How To with John Wilson

'A perfect season of television': On Saturday, Anna - who did a 2020 rehab stint for 'emotional and eating disorders' - enjoyed streaming the second season of HBO Max series How To with John Wilson

‘A perfect season of television’: On Saturday, Anna – who did a 2020 rehab stint for ’emotional and eating disorders’ – enjoyed streaming the second season of HBO Max series How To with John Wilson

Fur baby: On Sunday, Tendler was all smiles as she cuddled her beloved pet Petunia Tendler-Mulaney

Fur baby: On Sunday, Tendler was all smiles as she cuddled her beloved pet Petunia Tendler-Mulaney

Fur baby: On Sunday, Tendler was all smiles as she cuddled her beloved pet Petunia Tendler-Mulaney

Happier times: The lampshade artisan and the 39-year-old comedian (M, pictured in 2019) never had children, but she retained primary custody of their eight-year-old French Bulldog

Happier times: The lampshade artisan and the 39-year-old comedian (M, pictured in 2019) never had children, but she retained primary custody of their eight-year-old French Bulldog

Happier times: The lampshade artisan and the 39-year-old comedian (M, pictured in 2019) never had children, but she retained primary custody of their eight-year-old French Bulldog

Meanwhile, John – who did a 2020 rehab stint for cocaine and alcohol addiction – welcomed son Malcolm Hiệp Mulaney with The Gateway actress Olivia Munn on November 24.

Mulaney was already romancing Tendler when he first met the half-Chinese 41-year-old while attending Seth Meyer’s 2013 wedding, and they reconnected ‘at church in LA’ in February.

The SNL veteran kicks off his 44-date From Scratch Tour on February 15 during the Just For Laughs Comedy Festival at the Queen Elizabeth Theatre in Vancouver.

'LOL Daddy's new Bánh bao recipe!' Meanwhile, John - who did a 2020 rehab stint for cocaine and alcohol addiction - welcomed son Malcolm Hiệp Mulaney with The Gateway actress Olivia Munn on November 24 (pictured Thursday)

'LOL Daddy's new Bánh bao recipe!' Meanwhile, John - who did a 2020 rehab stint for cocaine and alcohol addiction - welcomed son Malcolm Hiệp Mulaney with The Gateway actress Olivia Munn on November 24 (pictured Thursday)

‘LOL Daddy’s new Bánh bao recipe!’ Meanwhile, John – who did a 2020 rehab stint for cocaine and alcohol addiction – welcomed son Malcolm Hiệp Mulaney with The Gateway actress Olivia Munn on November 24 (pictured Thursday)

'Golden Ox baby': Mulaney was already romancing Tendler when he first met the half-Chinese 41-year-old (R, pictured Saturday) while attending Seth Meyer's 2013 wedding, and they reconnected 'at church in LA' in February

'Golden Ox baby': Mulaney was already romancing Tendler when he first met the half-Chinese 41-year-old (R, pictured Saturday) while attending Seth Meyer's 2013 wedding, and they reconnected 'at church in LA' in February

‘Golden Ox baby’: Mulaney was already romancing Tendler when he first met the half-Chinese 41-year-old (R, pictured Saturday) while attending Seth Meyer’s 2013 wedding, and they reconnected ‘at church in LA’ in February

On the road in 2022! The SNL veteran kicks off his 44-date From Scratch Tour on February 15 during the Just For Laughs Comedy Festival at the Queen Elizabeth Theatre in Vancouver (pictured in 2019)

On the road in 2022! The SNL veteran kicks off his 44-date From Scratch Tour on February 15 during the Just For Laughs Comedy Festival at the Queen Elizabeth Theatre in Vancouver (pictured in 2019)

On the road in 2022! The SNL veteran kicks off his 44-date From Scratch Tour on February 15 during the Just For Laughs Comedy Festival at the Queen Elizabeth Theatre in Vancouver (pictured in 2019)

Source: Daily Mail

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